this feel

hai blogku muah

eh hari ini gue bagi rapot loh gue peringkat 21 huooo padahal nilainya lumayan bagus hiii biarinlah gak dimarahin ini-_-
oyaaaaa tadi kan gue dianter pulang sama eki trus dia main ps bentar sama nadhiv trussssss pas gue mau jalan ke samping rumah tiba-tiba eki narik tangan gue dan meluk gue, gue juga meluk dia beberapa saat kita diem trus udah deeh. bener bener aneh heee tapi yang gue pikirin pas itu cuma satu gue gak mau kehilangan eki gue sayang dia

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BLOGKU do you know? mulai ada banyak hal yang gue gak suka dari cowok gue----
Cuek dan bener bener Gak Perhatian haaaa sabar banget deh gue




gue harus bisa karna gue kan sayang banget sama eki aditya triatmaja gimanapun dia gue harus bisa terima hhhh gue udah janji inget nes!!!!

my crazy bf

HAAAAAAAY BLOGKU lamaaaa gak posting deh/////

blog lo tau gak sih kalo sekarang gue punya cowok yang sangat amat berbeda sekali huwoo. dia sangat amat menyebalkan mengeselkan dan banyak hal yang gak gue suka dari dia hem tapi gak tau kenapa i really really love him. firasat gua, gua bakalan langgeng dah sama ni orang satu *ya mudah mudahan aja emang iya. gue emang pengen langgeng waaaaaaaah tapi udah mulai ada cobaan nih hee masa gue terpesona sama seseorang yang sebut saja star nah gua tuh terpesona banget ngeliat muka dia yang ganteng dan lucu bangeeeeeett mana keren banget lagi main basket nya haaaw gua mau pingsan liatnya hem tapi cuma mengagumi kok.
tapi si eki mulai banyak bikin gue gak suka niih, mulai berubah deh.
KALO AJA ADA YANG BISA NGERUBAH SIFAT GUA YANG SATU INI DIA BENER BENER COWOK ISTIMEWA waaah

(nessa)

my unnormal life

maybe i'm crazy? huoo i'm really confused about my life it's really complicated, sometimes i feel so glad sometimes i feel so down and depression. honestly i just can feel better if near my friends my boyfriend and my brother and others hm just make me bored or make me want to cry mmm
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i want to spend all the time with them, just with them HAAA
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hoyaaaa barusan gue liat profile-nya myexboyfriend dan status-nya begitu HUAAAA lo tau yang gue rasain? hmm gue ngerasa sedikit bagaimanaaa gituuu dan aneh-nya cuma sedikit wahaha asik asik gue udah mulai bisa lupain dia dan mudah2an bisa bener-bener lupain dia sepenuhnya yeeee
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and to my eki aditya triatmaja i dont know what must i say to make you believe that i love you so muuucch


i want have a normal life--------''

until now

heeey blog long time not see yaaa.
bloog gue bener bener bingung deeh dan gue bener bener ngerasa semua nya susah. it's so complicated for me :'''( semalem gue mimpiin nananananana taulah siapa di mimpi gue, gue sama dia still together like sometime ago haaaa gue seneng banget disitu. we're laugh together we're walk together and we feel so happy. haaaaaa i want it. pas bangun gue bener-bener sediiih dan baru nyadar kalo dia udah punya orang lain sekarang :''''( tapiiiiiiiiiiiiii gue egois kalo kayak gini. gue gak boleh gini, gue harus lupain dia kaan gue udah punya someone yang seharusnya gue sayang banget sekarang. gue gak boleh ngecewain dia.

but i just wanna say "until now you're the one can make me feel better and you still be the one who irreplaceable"999

i'm so sorry to my someone, i'll try to love you completely. and i'm sure oneday later i can love you completely and give all my heart just for you. it just now baby, i promise it will be different tomorrow bacause i'll try hard to make you the only one in my heart. eki aditya triatmaja 4119